Lurveeee is all around

Tuesday's Outfit

2011-11-15T16:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was Monday.
Monday Blues.
But I chose to wear black to show the Blues.

Today is Tuesday, a brand new day.

My outfit today is from Intoxiquette again. Told you they have really nice gorgeous dresses.

As like the dress from yesterday, this can be worn casual or office or even to a dinner function with the right accessories.

Let the pics do the talking y'all!

Doesn't come with the belt.

Plus there are 2 hidden pockets at the sides too!

Close up of the flare of the skirt.

Plus matching red shoes to match!

* Dress from Intoxiquette at a good deal of S$32! Great material plus super comfy and cooling.
* Belt from Sixties (that comes with another cool top) - remember my past post?
* Bracelet - same as yesterday
* Heels from Heatwave for only S$39.

Thanks for taking time to read!

- Posted from BlogPress
~Fadillah Omar~

Location:Marina Station Rd,,Singapore

Outfit for Monday

2011-11-14T14:34:00.002+08:00

Hello!
I hope you had a good weekend.
I know its too short, but well, what can we say right?
5 days of work week and 2 days of weekends will never be enough.

Anyhoos, today's outfit for the day is a Skater like dress that's in fashion now. Plus, this dress is suitable for both office and casual, depending on what shoes and accessories you put on.

Love the flowy bottom part of the skirt. Hides my huge thunder thighs and big butt!

Mid section which I matched with a skinny white belt.

And the bottom flowy part. If only I could twist and turn and dance and show you the flow of the dress, I definitely would!

Dress from Intoxiquette
Only abt $32. Material is super comfy with inner lining.

Skinny belt from Love Bonito
Got this belt when I bought an office dress from them. Its selling individually at abt $18.

Black bracelet - got them from Sinma Neighbourhood shop for $2.

Happy shopping ladies!

- Posted from BlogPress
~Fadillah Omar~

Today's Outfit

2011-11-11T20:59:00.001+08:00

I was super busy today that I totally forgot about posting my outfit for the day.

Plain white tee from Cotton On. On sale for $10 only. Good deal!

Black blazer I got it many years ago from Osmose. Love love their materials and clothings. So comfortable! Was about $29. Now, times are bad, prices have increased a little.

Jeans from a cheap jeans shop in Harbourfront. Its opposite the Halal Vietnamese Restaurant. Cant remember the shop's name. Think its about $25?

Heels from Charles & Keith Warehouse Sale for $9.90.

How cheapo can I be today right? *winks*

- Posted from BlogPress
~Fadillah Omar~

Outfit of the day

2011-11-10T11:35:00.001+08:00

And today's outfit is a simple t-shirt from "Sixties".
Its a steal at only $19.90.
I love the colour that is the trend now and the 'necklace-like' features on the neck area.
Makes me feel so cleopatra-ish! Also a padding on the shoulder that's super comfy and in fashion too!
Best part is, the material is so comfy and doesn't need ironing!

"Sixties" can be found at Raffles Place MRT underpass. The one going towards Exit F.
Another outlet is at Wisma Atria opposite Isetan towards Taka.
Items are all going at 50%.
T-shirts, chiffon tops at $19.90, and more tops at $24.90. Skirts, casual or office wear, blazers, can be found there. So, what are you waiting for?

My great cutting pants is from New Look that was on sale at $24.90.
I love wearing baggy/straight cut pants since I have thunder thighs and these cuttings take the attention away from the huge thighs I've got. =)

Skinny green belt also from Sixties and its only $10. Look vintage yet stylish at the same time.

Gold bracelet was a good deal at only $3.50 at any Sinma neighbourhood shops. (you'll be surprised you can get good deals from these cheap accessories shop)

Cheh! I sound like a fashion stylist or something.
Feeling-feeling only ok.

- Posted from BlogPress
~Fadillah Omar~

Outfit of the day

2011-11-09T11:06:00.001+08:00

Today I am wearing a dress from Intoxiquette.
Looks really good, material is good and I simply love the service provided by them.

You can go visit them at intoxiquette.livejournal.com!

- Posted from BlogPress
~Fadillah Omar~

hiatus

2011-11-04T15:03:00.000+08:00

Its been too long since I last updated my blog.

Can you imagine, the last time I blogged was in December last year?

And now, its like another end of the year already.

I miss blogging, and I miss writing my thoughts in here.

My rants, my happiness, my unhappiness.

I will try to blog more often now.

I will TRY.

Should not neglect my blog anymore.

Twitterettes Play Date

2010-12-20T18:53:00.001+08:00

We had a lil gathering on the 17th December 2010.

Just a lil get to know u session, where the kids could have fun running around n the mums just sit back n enjoy the fun n watch the kiddos.

Thanks MommyAzila, SaudariLee, AnnToey, DirahAli, CheguThamrin n SueetChic for having me!

Sorry I couldnt chat much with the rest of u as I was busy looking after the lil gal yg tk nk keluar dari laut tu.

Thanks CheguThamrin for the beautiful editted pics!

Pics for u to enjoy!

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Tamara Bridal Shoot

2010-12-16T19:53:00.001+08:00

Had a shoot first week of this December.
Partner was my younger brother.
His first time shooting. Nervous.
But we had fun together n pics turn out nice!

Thank you Tamara Bridal especially Mimie n Shai for this oppprtunity!

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Thanks

2010-09-16T17:10:00.001+08:00

Hello there

To whoever that sent me that email, I hope u r reading this as this entry is specially for u.

First of all, I would like to thank you for giving me the due attention that I didnt ask for.
You made me feel special, wanted n loved, all in a good way.
You made me feel good cos at least I know, for once, people do care about how I look, be it fake or not.

Secondly, I would like to emphasize that even if I have the money to do all that, I won't cos I'd rather be buying more branded shoes n bags.
Louboutins, Tods, Miu Miu. Hermes. Yummy!

I dont look much different from the way I looked before.
That I can swear. He has given me great looks, Alhamdulillah, but have you seen the "not-so-perfect" me without make up?

Make up does wonders and I believe in that. I am not gonna lie.
My dark rings are actually very bad, in fact, it could be much worst than yours. My skin has uneven skin tones and I dont have thick eyebrows like most people do.

No one is perfect, so am I.

I havent change much from school days, so the point is, if you dont know me, dont judge me. =)

So, do u trust me now?

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Sinar Lebaran 2010

2010-09-13T09:07:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah.

Aidilfitri is here again. I am thankful to Allah for letting me be here once again. Amin.

Nothing much to say.
The pictures tell all.

Beloved brother had to work night shift on the first day. Therefore many pics without him.

Better late than never, Selamat Hari Raya to all my blog readers.
Mohon ampun maaf zahir dan batin andaikata ada terkasar bahasa atau tersinggung perasaan sesiapa.
Sesungguhnya aku hanya insan biasa.

Hope u all had a blast just like I did!

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

LustMonday - 40th Monday

2010-09-02T23:40:00.001+08:00

Just got my loot from LustMonday.

This order came in from their 40th Monday collection.
Item #12.
Graphic Dress.

Gorgeous ain't it?

Back view.

And I wore it today! Woot!

I love the prints and its made of Chiffon too! Great comfy material in this uber hot weather!

So, what are you waiting for?
Go start your shopping spree at lustmonday.com.

Happy shopping!

- Fad using BlogPress from my iPhone

Ramadhan

2010-08-13T01:07:00.001+08:00

Ramadhan has been blissful so far.
Alhamdulillah this is my 2nd year celebrating Ramadhan with dear hubby.

Notjing much changes except the fact that we now have our own home and have to be more independant now.

It used to be Ibu who prepare our Sahur n occasional breaking of fast, but now, I have to do it all by myself.

Since hubby is on night shift this week, I'm excused for not cooking. But the sad tjing ia, I break fast all by myself. =(

Anyhows, to all Muslims who read my blog, Selamat Menyambut Ibadah Puasa.

Love,
Fadillah Omar

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

National Day Parade Preview

2010-08-01T19:26:00.001+08:00

It was a great experience watching the preview for NDP this year. The colours and the feelings were awesome! There's no words I could describe the feeling.A couple of times I felt quite emotional and patriotic. I dont deny, I am Proud to be a Singaporean. Will try to upload pictures soon.Thanks Kak Masnie aka @rainuryn for the opportunity to be a part of the celebration.

Finally... An Entry

2010-07-28T19:56:00.000+08:00

Soo many things to blog about.

Its been so long since I last updated my blog.

Yes, I dont deny, I am feeling down indeed.

That is why I want to update my blog suddenly, but so what right?

Was busy with so many things in life.

Recently with Huda Ali's wedding.

It feels great to e among the "busy" people during her wedding.

All ups and downs we went through together.

And thanks to Twitter, we got in touch once again.

I'm so happy she's a married woman now.

Reminds me of the the time I was married too!

2 years have passed and Im blessed to have a wonderful husband and an understanding one too.

Time tunggu Kadi

Da Halal!

Posing sikit

S.I.C.K

2010-01-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

Being sick is NO fun!

Had flu for the past few days.

Kept sneezing on board.

Thought it was my usual sinus and allergy.

But I was wrong!

Came back with body aches and steamy eyes.

Flu non-stop.

Doctor said it was viral fever.

He suspected it was H1N1 at first since I haven't had my jab yet.

Said it would be down in 3 days time.

My fever is still up and down.

And body aches still not gone.

Plus nose and flu still around!

And its been almost 3 DAYS!

HELP!!!!

New Year Resolutions

2010-01-12T14:50:00.000+08:00

New Year Resolutions

One of my New Year Resolutions is to update my blog more frequently.

I often leave this blog all alone and dusty.

At times, I just dont know what to update anymore.

I am so often on Twitter that I always forgot my blog.

Its 2010 and I should plan for a better tomorrow.

But I dont know where to start.

Heh.

Parents 30th Anniversary

2010-01-05T16:42:00.000+08:00

31st December always have a special meaning to my parents.

That is the day of their solemnization.

That was 30 years ago.

30 years later, with Me, Bro and Sis in tow, they are still going strong.

Yes, I dont deny the ups and downs we've been tru as a family.

The difficulties. The hatred.

The good and the bad.

We are family after all.

We Are Family!

Beloved Brother

Sisterly Love

My Baby

Me and My Love

Ibu and Ayah

Soooo much food!

Good Food.

Great Company.

Happy Family.

What more can I ask for?

Best way to start my 2010 with family gatherings.

Dusty Dust

2010-01-04T13:38:00.011+08:00

I havent been updating my blog for a long time now.
I guess its time now to update after soooo long!
Nyai's birthday was fun!
It was all family affair.

Sporting Beloved Granny.

My Favourite Cousin with My Beloved Granny.

My family without my Brother and Dad.

Me and Hub

The Gal "Cucus"

And....
Us again all candid!

The Only " Cucu's Menantu "

Overall, its been fun.
Its been a while since all our cousins met.

Even though there were some conflicts between the aunts, I'm glad us cousins
are still going strong and not getting involved in the family conflicts.

So, who's planning for another gathering and cooking session at my place again?
* Winks at Noi *

Next entry, my parents anniversary dinner. =)

Shopping!

2009-11-05T17:39:00.017+08:00

I have been doing a lot of online shopping lately.
My god, its scary what online shopping does.

Its super convenient, you just have to ensure the measurements are true to yourself, and then click and make payment.

One of my favourite online shopping site is BonitoChico.
They have really nice dresses, tops and outfits that are specially manufactured just for us shoppers.
Service is good and its managed by 3 lovely ladies.

They have been around for a little more than 3 years.
Just celebrated their 3rd anniversary couple of months back.
I simply love the gorgeous items they have that they manufactured themselves.
Prices are reasonable and you can have them delivered straight to your doorstep!

Guess-Inspired dresses, Mango-Inspired Tops, Herve Leger -Inspired dresses, and the list goes on!
All at a more reasonable price and good quality materials!
Plus super hot model too!

Who can resist these?
Yes, I bought ALL of the above.
See what damage they've done to my bank account?
Now you know what I mean?

Hurry and click the link to go straight to their website.
All items are specially manufactured, so they come in limited pieces.
Plus their items are sold out fast!

Good news is, they will be updating tonight at 8pm!
Happy Shopping!

P/s : Pictures credits to BonitoChico

Happy Me

2009-11-02T23:17:00.003+08:00

I am oh-so-over-the-moon!
Finally, Dear bought me something that I wanted.
iPhone 3GS.
Thanks love!

I was still contemplating between a BB or iPhone.
Wasnt sure until Dear got me one.
Finally, after 10 years together, we finally got the same handphone!
Haha!
Lame, I know!

Thanks love!
You know I love you!

***************************************************

On another note, do check out LustMondayGirls site!
Gorgeous outfit! Uber hot model!

Or you can read their latest updates here.

Happy Shopping!

Ris Low

2009-10-30T13:23:00.002+08:00

Ris Low is in the news yet again.
I saw the video much earlier and couldnt bother to didnt think much of it.
Until it was in the papers yesterday.

What was she thinking?
I totally dont understand her.
Yes, I agree that we all have a different opinion about different things, but I guess she is just a little different.

What I say here is my personal opinion.

How could she even be crowned as Miss Singapore World?
The interview she did with Shan and Ross on their show was weird.

Nothing against her, but I just feel that she is a little "off" sometimes.
She seems like a nice, sweet girl until she does or says certain things.
It makes you think, "WHAT the hell is she thinking?"
She seems to be in her own world.

Watch this and you will know what I mean.

It was definitely and interesting interview.
And I sure respect Shan especially for being able to maintain his straight face through out the show. =)

Child Abuse

2009-10-30T00:23:00.002+08:00

Recently, there have been a rising incidents of child abuse.
Its here in Singapore and even around the world.

Who do people even do it?
Why is it suddenly a "trend"?
What were they thinking when they do it?
Its just so sad.

I cant bear even reading about it cos it makes me mad.
I just cant help feeling the anger in myself.
Makes me feel like doing the same to the person as what he/she did to the child.
Get them to taste their own medicine.

Are they inhuman or they act inhuman?
What the hell?

If they dont like or love the child, be it theirs or not, give it away.
Not abuse it like its some kind of animal.

It makes me upset just thinking about it.
I want those children if you all out there do not want them.
I will love them as much as I can.

Please stop child abuse.
They deserve to live a normal live just like we all do.
Love them more than you love yourself.

Im begging you.
Stop Child Abuse.
PLEASE.

Watch this.

Prada Bag

2009-10-27T20:27:00.003+08:00

Im helping a friend selling off her Prada bag.
Bought at $1.7k selling at $1.5k.
Bought early September 2009.

Email me at dylalicious@gmail.com if keen.

Smile is not Everything

2009-10-27T18:58:00.003+08:00

Putting on a smile everytime.
I am getting used to it.
No matter how sad, angry, pissed, upset, I'm always putting on a smile.
For once, I need you to know that I am not perfect either.

Missing You..

2009-10-26T23:18:00.011+08:00

I'm honoured to be featured in BM yesterday.
Im one of the 16 finalists for Aura Sutra.
The girls are happening and fun to be with.

Group Pic

On another note, I sure am missing my babies.
Especially Baby Elsa.
She will be turning one next month.
Her birthday is a few days apart from Danial Irfan.
I have already ordered their birthday cakes and presents. =)

I havent seen Baby Elsa for a while now.
Some complications and family rows.
Well, let's not go further. =(

How fast she's grown up.
Baby Elsa, I'm so in love with you.
Missing you much, Babylove.

Raya 09

2009-10-22T09:31:00.008+08:00

Raya is over.
A month just passed just like that.
Time flies.

Blogger's a Bitch

2009-10-16T08:56:00.003+08:00

Blogger's being a bitch!
I cant seem to upload pictures!

Damn it!

Foolish

2009-10-10T01:00:00.000+08:00

***See my days are cool without you
But I'm hurtin while im wit you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cool without you
But I'm hurtin while I'm wit u
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you ***

Baby, I don't know why your treating me so bad
You said you love me, no one above me
And I was all you had
And though my heart is beatin for ya
I can't stop crying
I don't know how
I allow you to treat me this way and still I stay

Baby, I don't know why ya wanna do me wrong (do me wrong)
See when I'm home, I'm all alone
And you are always gone
And boy, you know I really love you
I can't deny
I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears
After all these years

Ohh,
I trusted you, I trusted you
So sad, so sad
What love will make you do
All the things that we accept
Be the things that we regret
To all of my ladies (ladies)
Feel me
C'mon sing with me:

See, when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cause I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change
(never gonna change, never gonna change)

Baby,
Why you hurt me?
Leave me and desert me
Boy, I gave you all my heart
And all you did was tear it up
Looking out my window
Knowing that I should go
Even when I pack my bags
This something always hold me back

-> Ashanti - Foolish

Emotionally Drained

2009-10-09T00:57:00.002+08:00

Closed off from love, I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough, and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen, oh

But somethin’ happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground, found somethin’ true
And everyone’s looking ‘round
Thinkin’ I’m going crazy, oh

But I don’t care what they say, I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away, but they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closin’
You cut me open and I -

Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
I keep bleedin’, I keep, keep bleedin’ love
Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear, but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears, try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from fallin’, yeahyeah, oh

But nothin’s greater than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness, I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m goin’ crazy, baby, baby

But I don’t care what they say, I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away, but they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closin’
You cut me open and I -

Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
I keep bleedin’, I keep, keep bleedin’ love
Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
You cut me open

And it’s drainin’ all of me
Oh, they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

But I don’t care what they say, I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away, but they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closin’
Oh, you cut me open and I -

Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
I keep bleedin’, I keep, keep bleedin’ love
Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love (love)
Oh, you cut me open and I -

Keep bleedin’, keep, keep bleedin’ love
I keep bleedin’, I keep, (oh, keep bleedin’ love) keep bleedin’ love
Keep bleedin’, (I keep) keep, keep bleedin’ love
Oh, you cut me open and I -

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

-> Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love

Happy Happy Days

2009-10-04T08:58:00.002+08:00

I hope its not too late to wish all Selamat Hari Raya.
Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

I havent been updating for so long, I know.
I just came back from Hyderabad.
There are just sooo many things that I want to update.
Hari Raya Pics, Pics with Baby Elsa. Bla bla bla

I am also pissed with this stupid laptop's keyboard for always jumping around when I am typing something.
So freaking irritating.
Please lapppy, please stop doing it!
Its getting on my nerves!!

And well, I dont know if I can sleep.
Dear wants to bring darling Irfan out swimming at the complex near our place.
After that, my brother and his friends are coming over.
Then, we are going out visiting and going to weddings.
God, what a busy day it will be.

There goes my beauty sleep..... again!

Anyhows, happy weekend~

Missing Ma Babies

2009-08-31T21:42:00.000+08:00

I am sooo missing ma babies.
Both of them.
I wish they are both by my side right here, right now.

Anyway, I am wondering why things are happening this way.
But somehow, I know that things happen for a reason.
Be it good or bad.
This is just a test from Him.
I am just gonna go through it dengan Redha.
No matter how sad I am, no matter how upset I am or so disappointed I am.

" Ya Allah, berikan lah aku kesabaran dan ketenangan dalam segala dugaan yang ku tempuhi "

My Little Princess

2009-08-07T14:13:00.001+08:00

My Little Princess fell and fractured her right arm.
Im SOOO gonna go see her tonight!

Lack of Updates

2009-08-05T19:41:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates.
I have been busy unpacking.

Yes, I have moved to my new home.
Not much renovation was done, so once we got our keys, we brought along all our stuffs, and moved in.
Impatient you say?
Yes and No.
Well, its hubby's choice anyway.
I respect his decision.

Moving house is a very tiring process.
I packed at the very last minute.
Which means, if tomorrow i am moving, i only packed ALL my stuffs tonight.
Yes, THAT last minute.
Even Ibu was pissed with me.
But she still helped me out anyways. Heh.

Alhamdulillah, all is much settled now.
Im getting accustomed to our new place.
The only troublesome thing is that, its a little too far off, and I DONT HAVE a driving licence!
If ONLY!

A little update, I sprained my thumb last Friday while at work.
Silly accident - I so agree!
Its still painful now and Im recovering.
Am still at home - last day of MC today.
I've got overnight Trivandrum tomorrow, so not too bad.

Took Baby Elsa yesterday and we brought her out and swimming nearby our place.
So enjoyable spending time with her.
We took Baby Irfan last weekend, so he missed out on a little fun this week.

I feel so quiet alone in my new home now.
It used to be so many people in my home.
When I wake up, or even late at night, I wont feel so scared.
But now.... Coward me!

I was depending on someone to accompany me at home, but well, was kinda disappointed with her somehow.
Let's not mention names here.

Weekend was a blast!
Sat - I had usehring job to do at Keppel Shipyard with the lovely ladies.
Sat night - I had a fashion show at Eunos CC for De Queenz.
Sun - Fashion show at Downtown East D'Marquee.
Damn tiring, but it was well worth it.
Relieve stress, u know.

But I somehow felt bad that my little bro was staying over my place, and I was not home to entertain him.
He was supposed to bring his friends over, and it ended up him being alone.
And I made commitments to do the fashion shows.
So, ya, sorry little bro!

As for now, anyone willing to accompany me at my home?
Im Home Alone and Bored to death!

2009-07-10T15:16:00.000+08:00

Pretty funny and ingenious! Break-dancing babies on roller skates rocking out to “Rapper’s Delight” by hip-hop producer Dan the Automater. The video is hilarious and my kids loved it. Oh, in case you are wondering, it's an ad for Evian water.

Evian has been hurting during these hard economic times. People are not buying as much high-priced water as you might think. So, they thought they'd spice things up with a new campaign "Live Young."

I love it!

Out Transformers Outing

2009-07-10T14:50:00.008+08:00

SISEU Movie Screening
Singapore Industrial & Services Employees' Union
Dear always brag that he is the "Orang kuat" Union at his work place.
Bah!

Before the movie
My baby got to Berak!

This baby perasan he's a boxer!
Fighter konon!

Father & Son Bonding

The Crazy Ones

Us
I had to rush to work after this!
But we sure did have fun!

Transformers - The Revenge of the Fallen
I give it 8/10
Great movie!

Service? Wat service?

2009-07-08T12:08:00.000+08:00

Went out with Mum n Dear yesterday.
Ibu had her check up for her Urinal Infection and alhamdulillah all went well.
Just have to monitor her bleeding and other than that all is well.

After that, we went jalan-jalan in Downtown East.
Then we went to eat Swensens.
( no mention of location, ok? )

We were greeted with a not-so-friendly smile and unwillingness to attend to customers attitude.
She couldnt be bothered at all while getting a place for us to seat and have our dinner.

Then, I realised, they straight away sent us a jug of water.
Unlike last time, where they top up our water glass when its half full.
Anyway, the girl who attended to us was a Mainland Chinese lady.
She was struggling to speak to us.
Couldnt even converse properly in English.
No explanations of any promotions or anything.

We ordered our food just by pointing to what we want.
After ordering our food, we waited for a while.
Then, we saw a brochure on another table that states that add $5, you can get a soup of the day, a scoop of ice-cream and a drink.
So, hubby decided to have that since he ordered a main course.
Too bad, the same lady saw us and come towards us unwillingly.

We told her about the "promotion" and she couldnt tell us what it was.
Totally struggling to converse with us.
So, I spoke to her in Mandarin, in HER language asking about the promotion.
And there she was trying to answer my questions in BROKEN STRUGGLING ENGLISH!
WTF?
Nak action pulak tu speak English when you know you totally cant understand or speak properly.
I thought I was making things easier for her.
What she answered in English, was totally out of the question that I had asked her in Mandarin!
Wah lau!
I was so damn pissed.
I almost didnt want to pay the stupid service charge of 10%.
What service was there?

We topped up our own drinks when it was finished.
The "service" staff couldnt even understand what we were talking about.
Pissed off!

Another incident which happened earlier in the day was, Mum wanted to go Downtown East.
So we took the train down to Pasir Ris and took a feeder bus there.
We were not too sure what bus to take, but we saw a bus with a sign board to Downtown East, and I decided to check with the bus driver if the bus DID go there.

When I got up the bus, I asked the driver if this bus 358 goes to Downtown East.
The bus driver just stared at me w/o saying anything.
I waited a while before I repeat my question to him.
Little did I realise that he was a PRC too!

He couldnt answer my question and just shoo-ed me down the bus.
I wanted to ask him in Mandarin, but he almost closed the door on me!

Damn bloody rude driver!
What is going on here in Singapore?

I have got NOTHING against PRCs, but I think being in the service industry or front-liners, you
should at least be able to speak basic English.
What if there was a Eurasian blind man going up the bus and not knowing what bus it was?
You cant expect him to speak in Chinese or Mandarin or even dialect?!

Please please do something about these.
It can be frustrating for us customers when the service staff dont get what
we are trying to say.

Once again, this entry is NOT about discrimination.
This entry is just MY personal opinion on the dropping service level here in Singapore.

Jon and Kate's Independance Day Date

2009-07-06T17:34:00.002+08:00

Jon and Kate Gosselin may have announced their independence from each other and the media recently, but that didn't stop the reality TV duo from having Fourth of July fireworks fun with their eight tykes.

The Gosselin brood brought out their sparklers Saturday evening—with one of the sextuplets donning a holiday-appropriate American flag shirt and shorts to celebrate. As the kids played, Jon spent an hour lighting fireworks in front of the ex-couple's home.

Jon was even spotted laughing with Kate at one point. An eyewitness tells E! News, "It's the first time I've seen Jon genuinely smile in a long time."

However, fans shouldn't get to excited for a reconciliation just yet.

Says the source, the holiday's events were "obviously for the kids."

Twilight Cast Reveals Breaking Dawn Details

2009-07-03T20:53:00.002+08:00

After Robert Pattinson confirmed he was signed on for the fourth Twilight installment, Breaking Dawn, back in Cannes, we've all been dying for more juicy deets on the hypersexualized film. (More on exactly how much naughtier the flick will be, next week.)

Yes, we know we're getting overeager since the script for the third flick, Eclipse, which starts shooting Aug. 17, hasn't even been finished yet.

"I haven't seen a page," exclaimed Ashley Greene, who's heading back up to Vancouver to shoot the third Twi flick this summer.

Even though we're getting a tad ahead of ourselves, we tried to pry any dirt out of Ashley and Billy Burke last weekend on what's in store for the final movie.

Read on:

"All I know is that, as of now, I only signed on to do three," B.B. told us. Coyly played Billy. Maybe he's just trying to keep all Twi dirt on the down-low, or it could be that the secondary castmembers haven't started negotiations. Rob and Kristen Stewart are locked in (after so much drama you have no idea—but you're not interested in that, right?), so that's all that matters.

But Breaking Dawn isn't exactly as far away as you all would think.

"We're going to start right after Eclipse," says Ash.

That doesn't come as surprise to us, as we exclusively told you how Summit would be pumping out this franchise as fast as possible to avoid any "bumps" in the road.

So will we see any repeat directors for the fourth film?

"I don't think so," says Ms. Greene. "[Eclipse director] David [Slade] and [New Moon director] Chris [Weitz] will both be busy in postproduction, and Catherine [Hardwicke] will be doing Hamlet."

Well, like we said in last week's Truth, Lies, & Ted, there's no friggin' way Catherine would be back even if it was possible! Despite all the success and money C.H. brought Summit, insiders insist she's so crazy she wouldn't get the gig if Robsten themselves demanded it.

And as much as everyone adored Chris, that's not going to happen because of "scheduling conflicts," we're told.

So there ya have it. Who do you all think should do the fourth one?

There you have it.

My blog have turned to a Gossip Corner.

" Story of the Day "

Sources from :

http://www.eonline.com

2009-07-03T19:45:00.001+08:00

Megan Fox sure knows how to keep us guessing.

First, she declared she was single. Then, she took a weekend getaway to Vegas with her former fiancé Brian Austin Green.

Just last night, she supposedly had a cozy dinner with Zac Efron.

According to Celebuzz, the two hit Pace in Laurel Canyon last night where they were "very friendly" together.

This isn't the first time the two have hung out...

They were spotted at a Golden Globes afterparty back in January.

Megan once admitted that she's "obsessed" with Zac.

Wonder what Zac's girlfriend Vanessa Hudgens has to say about all of this?

Source from :

http://www.eonline.com/uberblog/hwood_party_girl/b132484_megan_fox_does_dinner_with_zac_efron.html

Michael Jackson 'severely emaciated'

2009-06-30T19:12:00.002+08:00

Unbelievable!

Read on!

Michael Jackson was a ''virtual skeleton'' with nothing but pills in his stomach when he died after a suspected cardiac arrest last week.

Michael Jackson was 'severely emaciated' when he died.

The pop legend weighed just 51kg when he passed away last week after suffering a suspected cardiac arrest at his Los Angeles home.

Leaked autopsy details reportedly show the singer was a 'virtual skeleton', whose stomach was empty except for partially-dissolved prescription pills.

It is understood he ate just one tiny meal a day.

His hips, thighs and shoulders were covered in needle marks, believed to be the result of narcotic painkillers the singer took three times a day.

There were also four injection sites near his heart - evidence of a failed bid to pump adrenaline directly into the organ in an attempt to restart it.

Medical examiners were also believed to be shocked by the surgery scars, which suggest Michael had at least 13 cosmetic procedures.

The bridge of his nose had vanished and its right side had collapsed.

He was reportedly wearing a wig at the time of his death. Underneath it, he was almost bald, with only 'peach fuzz' covering his scalp.

He had several broken ribs and extensive bruising to his chest consistent with someone trying to revive him.

The singer also had unexplained bruises on his knees and the front of both shins and cuts and grazes on his back.

A source said: 'Michael's family and fans will be horrified when they realise the appalling state he was in. He was skin and bone, his hair had fallen out and had been eating nothing but pills when he died.

'Injection marks all over his body and the disfigurement caused by years of plastic surgery show he'd been in terminal decline for years.'

A second autopsy was carried out on Saturday (27.06.09) after the Jackson family was dissatisfied by the first one, which ruled out 'foul play' but could not determine a cause of death.

Michael's funeral will reportedly be held on Wednesday (01.07.09).

His brother Tito said the family spent the weekend organising the send-off.

They have yet to decide whether it will be a public or private funeral.

Sources From :
http://entertainment.sg.msn.com/Celebrity-Gossip/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3417380

My Baby

2009-06-29T17:21:00.000+08:00

Im spending my rest day after my India flight with my Baby Elsa today.
So, no time to blog.
She's learning how to stand and is so very active!
Im so happy to have her with me!

Will try to upload my happy times with her if I can.
Happy Monday everyone!

Random

2009-06-25T17:57:00.000+08:00

This entry is random.
PMS i think.
I totally ignored the husband whole day of yesterday.
But I WAS out with him.

When he asked me something, I gave him the face, and I ignored him when he asked me about "our" home.

All I'm asking for is his hugs when I feel down.
But No, he is NOT that kind of husband.

Too Bad for me.
Sad, but true.
So, yeah, we are not on talking terms.
Yet Again.
Patience you say?
Yes, I am trying very hard.
Elaborate?
Thanks, but no thanks.

Only He knows how I'm feeling always and now and I'd like to keep it that way for now.

I love him, and I'm just tired of his attitude and character.
That's all.
But there is nothing I can do.

MTV Blogger

2009-06-18T14:21:00.002+08:00

I so wanna be an MTV Blogger!
Haha.
I know I cannot make it la.
My English not so powderful, and My blog also occasionally not updated.
But what the heck, I definitely wanna try being one!
=)

Well, nothing much.
I thank all those concern for their emails, sms-es and phone calls.
I didnt know that I have developed a special bond with my readers and I'm truly thankful for that.

I know it is a private thingy.
Its like its my personal life and Im putting it up on the blog.
But relax people, its not like Im exposing my sex life or things like that.
I just need something or someone to vent my frustrations on.
Every humans need to let go.
They cant be keeping every little things to themselves all the time.
I'd go bonkers by doing that man!

Thank God, Im doing much better.
I try to forget about the things he'd said or he'd done and move on with the happier things in life.
Its just for that moment of time that I feel so frustrated and mad!

Well, let's just forget about the past and move on with something else.
Its Thursday and weekends are near!

Stay happy everyone!

Make me strong

2009-06-16T18:17:00.002+08:00

Its funny how humans can be so different from each other.
We all have black hair, but deep inside, we all think differently, react differently and do many things differently.
There is a saying in malay.
" Rambut sama hitam, hati lain-lain"
Which directly means " Same hair colour, but different at hearts "
Its so true.

Im feeling kinda vexed now.
I dont know how to put it in words.
Its just that why are some people so petty?
Men especially?
( Though NOT ALL men are like that. Only a handful. )

Why is it that WE have to accept what THEY say and THEY cant accept what WE say?
Why is it that THEIR opinions are always RIGHT, and WE are always WRONG?

Why is it that after being together for so long, we should almost know how we talk, how we react, what we think, the way you like to do something, and bla bla bla.
The list goes on.
Why is it that he always expect me to understand his feelings and situation?
BUT
he never will understand ME.
When he say something that hurts me, and I tell him nicely about it, Im wrong for being too SENSITIVE?
And when I say something that doesnt mean anything, he thinks that I am not sparing a thought about how he feels!
WTF?
Isnt it unfair?

I know that is life, but after so long, things are not gonna change?
When he is sulking, I always make an effort to make him feel better.
And when I am sulking ( mind you, usually women sulk! ), he always sulk back at me and say many hurtful things!
And I ALWAYS end up saying SORRY for nothing!
Gawd!
The feeling really sucks.
Im crying as I typr this entry cos Im too hurt to think of all the things that he have said and done.
I try to talk things out, but it always never work.

I cry myself to sleep every other day thinking of what I can do to make it better.
I try to voice out my honest opinions about his attitude.
He cant accept it.
I try to tell him off as and when I think he is over doing it.
He cant accept it.
Subtle way, harsh way, I've tried it all.
Im so tired of doing everything that I dont have the energy anymore.

I know you are a very egoistic man.
Put it in simple terms, you are an MCP.
But me, your wife, and saying sorry.
Does saying SORRY means SO MUCH to you?

=============================================================

What I gotta do to make you love me
What I gotta do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

What I gotta do to make you want me
What I gotta do to be heard
What do I say when its all over
Sorry seems to be the hardest word

Its sad, so sad, its a sad sad situation
And its getting more and more absurd
Its sad, so sad
why cant we talk it over
And it seems to me
Sorry seems to be the hardest word

" Ya Allah, berikan lah Aku kekuatan dan kesabaran menghadapi segala rintangan dan dugaan Mu, Ya Allah. Amin. "

Peeved

2009-06-11T22:06:00.003+08:00

Im feeling quite peeved.
Why does this have to happen?
Yes, she is not mine.
She is not yours either.

You have NO right to stop me at all.
Back then, you said, "Isnt it better if you brought someone who is close-knit to you instead of an outsider?"
And now?
Isnt she a close knit?

You are just jealous.
Jealous of the fact that I love her.
Jealous of the fact that I care for her.

Let there be constraints among us.
I dont care.
If you think you are frigging not happy about this, COME and TALK to me.
FACE to FACE.
Not talk behind MY back.

AND
as a matter of fact,
IF you think you can tell someone off about your honest opinions
AND
EXPECT the other party to ACCEPT the FACT,
then I think you should ACCEPT the FACT when other people DO THE SAME to you.
Bah!

Humans exist in a very funny way.
Yes, we are all different, but its not fair.
You think you are always right.
If you think I am talking about you, you are damn right I was!

I dont care about how you feel anymore, cos you never spared a thought about how I feel.
You only think about how you feel and what you think.
Spare a thought for others please.

Im just gonna stop here.
You know who you are.
Period.

Random

2009-06-08T23:49:00.002+08:00

This baby gal is still in KL.
Coming back tomorrow.
Baby, come home fast!
Im missing you already!

Just a random entry.
My HDB appointment on the 4th June went on smoothly.
Although our agent and the seller came very late.
We were so excited that we came much earlier than our appointed time.
Haha.

While waiting for them, Alice, our seller's agent, came.
She told us that they are gonna be very late and told us to go have a quick breakfast.
Thank God for that.
I was so tired that I was falling asleep as Alice was talking to us!
How rude is that?
After I had my breakfast, I was so hyper and wide awake!

Everything went well.
Our next appointment and hading over of keys officially will be on the 17th July.
So fast right?

Buying a resale flat is not so much hassle.
For those of you who are wondering where we bought our new place, we will be moving over to Sengkang soon.
Its at Anchorvale.
Walking distance to the new Indoor Sports Hall.
They have a swimming complex similar to the one at Jurong Swimming Complex.

We are gonna be so much nearer to our work place.
Hubby's in Loyang.
Me at the Airport.

But there will be certain things that will be missed.
We will be far from our "babies".
And the new home will not be as "crowded" as my current place.
I will feel so lonely.

Oh well!
That's life right? At times, you just gotta move on.
Im so excited but at the same time, hubby and I have been talking about our expenses and financial woes once we are up at our new place.
There are gonna be so much more things that we will be settling on our own.
Utilities and all that stuff.

Btw, I so wanna change my blog skin.
Anyone willing to help?
Im so dumb with all these HTML stuff.
Email me at dylalicious@gmail.com

Chiao!

Hectic Week

2009-06-06T13:28:00.014+08:00

Good Bye Nyai ku.

At Tentera Mosque

I am missing you, Nyai

My Beloved Granny

GoodBye Nyai!
I miss you and think of you everyday since you've been gone.
I Love You.

** Gambar-gambar ini hanyalah untuk mendatang kan kesedaran
dan keinsafan semata-mata.
Bukan lah untuk di persenda.
Al-Fateha

Taken on Abg Bob Sony Ericsson

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

" Siblings" Love
Muhd Danial Irfan is so in love with her

My Sleeping Babies

My Baby Love

Trying to get the angle.
This baby cant sit still

My Baby after the 5 stitches

Pics taken on Nokia E71

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Its been a hectic week for me.
Nyai Ju passed on 31st May.
I was on leave for 3 days.
Kenduri all the way.

Then, I had food poisoning and fell ill.
Off on the 4th June was for my 1st HBD appointment.
So excited!
Next appointment and handing over of keys on the 17th July!
Yippee!
Super uber excited!
Anchorvale Lane officially mine that day!
Heh!

Picked Baby Elsa up after that.
And Irfan fell in school and had to brought in to hospital in an ambulance!
How bad was that?
And us staying just opposite the school, didnt even notice there was an ambulance!
He had to have 5 stiches on his forehead.
Best part waas, he said someone pushed him in school, but he never did want to tell us what happened exactly.
That's how protective he is towards his friends.

Spending time with Baby Elsa was heaven!
Even though it was just for a while!
I sooo miss her already!
Her smell and her smile!
Will you come back to me Baby pls?

I miss you and I miss my Nyai Ju.

Rest In Peace

2009-05-31T22:43:00.006+08:00

In Loving Memory
Nyai Juria Bte Ahmad
Born : 1918

You will always be missed Nyai.
And I know you came to say Goodbye last night before you " officially " left.
I know you were near me.

Thanks for the pyjamas that you used to sew for me.
Thanks for the quilt that you used to sew for me.
Thanks for the unconditional love that you have given me.
The last kiss I gave you just now will always be remembered.

I will always love you Nyai.
You will definitely be missed.

" Semoga Allah mencucuri Rahmat-Mu dan Semoga kamu ditempatkan
di samping orang-orang yang beriman "
Insya Allah

Short Update

2009-05-30T21:58:00.001+08:00

Im glad I still have the time to update.
I have been pretty busy with work. Duh!

Pretty tired and havent been feeling too well these last couple of days.
Maybe its the heat.
I lost a little appetite due to the heat.
I tire easily and have no mood for many things also.

Been staying home for the past couple of days, except when running some errands with Ibu.
Sent her to the doc for check ups and stuffs.
A little sacrifice goes a long way.

I miss my weekends.
The past week have been hectic. Kathmandu, Phuket then Siem Rep and Danang.
Off one day, and Danang Siem Rep the next.
Ooohh!! Moolah!

Well, no complains, at least I have a job for now. =)

I really dont know what else to update.
Might be picking Baby Elsa tomorrow, I sure hope so!

More updates once I pick her up kays.
Lots of pics will be taken when she is around me.
How I miss her sooooo much!

Measles

2009-05-22T21:52:00.006+08:00

This Baby Love of mine has measles.
Look at her face.
U still look pretty to me, Baby!
I Love You!
Recover soon sweety, so I can pick u up and go jalan-jalan!

Anjani Bridal Extravaganza

2009-05-18T20:55:00.013+08:00

It was great being with you ladies

1st Outfit
Traditional

2nd Outfit
Wedding Gown

It was a great show!
Anjani's make up skills were superb!
Tom's styling was super great!

As I mentioned in my blog earlier, having girlfriends around you at times when you need them is simply a joyful feeling!
I love ma girlfriends and I really treasure my time with them.

I have been lucky.
Hubby is pretty understanding.
He doesnt stop me from going out to have fun with my girlfriends.
But I think it is also important not to take advantage of his trust.
So far, all have been well.
Thanks hubby for your love and trust!
I love you!
And I love you girlfriends!

**************************

On another note, hubby and I just had a little mishap.
On Saturday, after I touchdown from Coimbatore at about 0815hours ( due to weather - flight was delayed! ), hubby picked me up from the airport with my babylove, Danial Irfan to go Malacca with the VS peeps.

We met at SPC somewhere in Tuas area and gathered till everyone was there.
While driving towards Tuas 2nd link, hubby sensed that something was wrong with the car.
But we didnt suspect anything was wrong as the sound that was coming from it was the normal sound we hear.

So we drove and drove and up till Simpang Renggam, suddenly the car had a loud knocking sound and stopped short!
Hubby panicked and I calmed him down.
I told him to relaxed and call his brother who was in KL.
His brother always have good lobangs when it comes to car mechanics and stuffs like that.

He called Derik, from Uber Garage, the guy who always fix the VS guys cars.
Thank god he knows someone in Msia who is a car mechanic as well.

So to cut the long story short, our car is in Msia right now awaiting for overhaul.
The car engine bearing is damaged!
Totally damaged!

* sigh *

Now we have soo many things to think of.
Our new home - which is awaiting for the 1st appointment.
The bills that are piling up.

Can money please drop from the sky?
Please?

Girlfriends

2009-05-13T00:47:00.015+08:00

Quality time with the girlfriends.
I needed that.
With all the hassles of life and marriage, I guess it was a really happening time having them around.
Being married doesnt mean giving up your girlfriends.

Once in a while, it will be good if you could spend quality time with them.
Laughing your hearts out and saying whatever you wanna say, knowing that they are there for you tru good or bad.

Thank you girlfriends for always being there for me.
I love you all.

Miss her Badly

2009-04-29T17:22:00.004+08:00

I am sooooo missing this little one.
I miss her cries.
I miss her smell.
I miss her "small talk".
All in all,
I MISS HER!
Elsya Nur Shalynn

I Love Them to death!

2009-04-23T16:47:00.002+08:00

I Love Them to Death
Just Like My Own
AND
I dont care what other people may think!
Bah!

Crazy People

2009-04-22T19:37:00.002+08:00

Its funny how my loving children has got anything to do with you.
Thanks for the email anyway.

I appreciate that you are concern for me.
But I think that its not the right way to show your concern.

I love children.
I have always been.
Friends with children calls me " The Magnet " cos their children are always asking for me or sticking to me when I'm around them.
Children loves me maybe cos I love to entertain them.
That doesnt make me a PAEDOPHILE!
Go search in the dictionary what paedophiles mean.

I dont care what you think.
I dont know you and you dont know me.
Dont judge me the way you want to.
Judge me the way I am cos that is who I am.

Muhd Danial Irfan have been in my care since he was a baby!
He is now 7 years old, and he knows how much I love him.
And I'm sure he loves me too.

Elsya Nur Shalynn is my cousin.
Her mother is my aunty.
She trusts that I can care for her daughter and that is why she allows me to bring her out anywhere or anytime.
Does that bother you that much?

So what if I have no children of my own?
At least I love children and I dont abuse them.
Its my life and I get to choose when to have my own children.
Does that bother you that much too?

If you think you dont like me living my own life, you can shoo away from here.
You are definitely not welcome here in this humble blog of mine.
You are nobody to me, it doesnt matter what you think.

So
Good Bye and I never want to hear from you again.
Thank you.

2009-04-20T19:02:00.040+08:00

20th April 2009
Happy birthday My Love!!
May u stay happy always and I'm sure you've had your best birthday present ever!!
Congratulations my dearest sister, Syasya!

I told you you could do it!
* hugs *

Lesbos

Ezan Love!

Group Photo

*
*
*
*
*
Face of 2009 Finals
Downtown East

As I mentioned earlier, I had no chance of winning.
I was one of the shortest and AM the oldest!
Heh.
But I told you that I'm gonna have fun right?
And I DID!!

Everyone was sporting!
Everyone was fun!
Although it was scorching hot during our rehearsals, we did our best and put a smile on our faces.

Thanks People Management for this golden opportunity!

We rawk!

Nice

Cute Jared with his Sunflower

Dearest Sis & I

Male Winner, Vishnu
I told you my prediction is always right!

Backstage with Sharifah & Yang Lay

Show Time!

Syasya's Supporters!!

Azre Baby

My Baby!

Dyan Darling

Sweet Couple, Paula & Matin

Happening Peeps!

Top 10 Finalists

Candid!
What r u doing gals?
* winks *

Loves

Sweet Loves

Emilia, Jeanine & Me
Damn tall these gals

Candid shots wif the gorgeous people

On stage with Harry from Power 98

Cheryl during her Q&A

Syasya & Partner on stage

Cheryl & Jared on stage
Sweet Siblings arent they?

Me & Justin
My ever sporting partner

Cheryl
Miss Personality

Syasya
Winner of Face of 2009
Emilia
Runner up of Face of 2009

Shocked over her win

My sweet sister

Songkran Festival - Hatyai 2009

2009-04-17T20:21:00.097+08:00

Songkran 2009 was fun!
Although it was a long bus ride - more than 12 hours.
I had a good fun time catching up on my sleep.
Hehs.

Everyone got so worried when there was riot in Bangkok.
I even received more than 40 missed calls on my phone!
Friends and families who were concern.
The funny part was - there was NOTHING happening in Hatyai at all!

Everyone was enjoying themselves, having fun.
Pictures to prove them!

Preparation for the trip.
Organisers Eddy and Jali

Name List and sizes

Friday, 10th April
At JK while waiting for the bus to pick us up from JK to Golden Mile

Bus is here.
Time to pose

One More Time
Sue & Jali and Me & Hubby

Damn comfortable bus lah!

Time to say our Good Byes!

Posing in the Bus

While waiting for paperwork to be done and bus to arrive at Golden Mile

Waiting and waiting..

After Spore Immigration

Finally!
Bon Voyage Malaysia

Welcome to Thailand!
Sadao Border

Time to get down

JB Hotel Hatyai, Thailand

Posing at the Hotel Lobby
Tired after more than 12 hours bus ride.

Our Hotel Room

Lunch at a "coffee shop"

Dinner at Hamid Restaurant

Jalan jalan in front of Lee Garden Hotel.
A stretch of street market

Mini Roti Prata with Bananas

Hatyai Teh Tarik POWER!
With a cute boy that reminds us of Danial Irfan =(

With the Cute Boy.
He was sooo shy.
He blushes just like Danial Irfan does!

Us at the Hotel Lobby

12th April
Vivi got sabo-ed as it was her birthday

Umi putting powder on Vivi

Breakfast at Palm Court Coffee Shop in the Hotel?

All the Ladies in da House!
W/O Vivi

All da Guys!!

All the Kiddos!

Me & another cute boy who reminds us of Danial Irfan

Me & Him again
Hazif is his name, I think.

While shopping at the "market" and sourcing out for the Water Gun!

Many many Thai Baht

Still not decided yet

Hubby decided on this uber huge gun

12th April
Eve of Songkran, but we already started getting wet.

Everyone having fun

Even the kids were having lots of fun!
Right, Anis Shiqa?

Me & Sue hungry.... again..

Them shooting at unfamiliar people

Hubby having fun.
Tak ingat makan langsung!

Blackbird Water Swat Team
No sweat! Get me Wet!

Hubby posing for the camera

All wet!

Vivi's surprise birthday cake from Swensens!

One big happy family
Amin, Vivi, Mika n Anis Shiqa

Awww.... so Sweet!!
Hubby... my turn soon!!

Mummy & Son bonding

Umi & her 5 children
( from left )
Shirah, Ishraf, Irfan, & twins Ikram & Ikmal

Happy Birthday gal friend!
* hugs *

Birthday gal, Me, Mimi & Sue

Us again!

Vivi

Vivi enjoying her cake while her daughter looks on.
Heh.

Supper at the corridor

Mika the Hunkie

Breakfast Buns that looks like boobs!

The sweet couple.
Makcik & Wak Brutal

JB Hotel Room Key

13th April
Songkran Festival.
Getting ready for war!

We saw a cool Maserati!
Believe it or not!

Vivi & Family

Dinner Time

Great food!

With the lovely Thai ladies

Me & the cutie again!

Hubby & the cutie!

Vivi & Amin's car
We tumpang our guns in it also

The Kiddos

Group Photo

Doa
In remembrance of Arwah Abang Daud

I cried thinking of him
and I'm not the only one

Good bye JB Hotel, Hatyai

Getting ready to leave

Shakir & Me

Finally
We are back!

Breakfast at Jalan Kayu

It was totally fun!
I forgot all my troubles.
We didnt shop much, but it was a great time off from work and all the stress that I'm going tru.
I feel good...

*
*
*
I cant wait for Sunday.
Its the Face of 2009 Finals.
I know I wont win, but I know that I'm sure gonna have fun!

Went for fitting yesterday.
The people were gorgeous!
I cant wait!
See you peeps Sunday at Downtown East!

Voting closes 17th April

2009-04-15T14:16:00.002+08:00

Im back!
And...

Do vote for me!
Contestant F9.

Click here to vote!
Just dont mind the ugly face of mine!
Heh.

Thank you many many.

Leaving...

2009-04-10T16:02:00.006+08:00

" Im Leaving on a Jet Plane... "
I wish..
Leaving for Hatyai soon..

They will be missed....
I Love them..

Elsa Nur Shalynn

2009-04-08T15:17:00.016+08:00

Before Leaving for work

What's with the tongue baby?

Abang and Adek

Baby Elsa sleeping

Elsya and Elsye

Talking Baby

She loves her bath

Gorgeous Baby

I am spending all my time with Baby Elsa these few days.
I'm on leave already and leaving for Hatyai for the Songkran Festival on Friday.
I've gotta send Baby Elsa back tomorrow. =(

Oh how I'm gonna miss her for the next few days.

I am so not looking forward to Songkran this year.
Dunno why.
Instead of the usual bike ride up or driving up, this year they booked 2 buses to go for the trip.

Its definitely gonna be a longer journey.
By Car - 7 hours.
By Bike - 8 hours.
By Bus - 14 hours!
Damn the journey is long.

Face of 2009

2009-04-07T17:40:00.004+08:00

Nyai, please recover fast.
We wanna see the cheerful you.
Always smiling and joking with this naughty grandchild of yours.
I pray for your health.
*
*
*
*

The finalists are out!
Top 10 gals and Top 10 guys.

Do vote for me ya.
I have a slim chance of winning, but its gonna be a good experience. =)

http://faceof2009.com.sg/home.html
I am Contestant F9.
Please dont mind that ugly face of mine.
I look crap, I know.
And competition's kinda tough!
Heh.

And lastly, thanks for your support!
I would surely appreciate your votes.

1 Year Anniversary

2009-04-06T13:01:00.014+08:00

05th April 2008
We were officially and legally married.
Today, a year later, we are still happily married.

Dear Hubby,
No matter how much I complained,
how much I hate your guts
how much we argued
how much we joked
how much differences we have
I will always love you.

This year also mark our 10 years together.
I sure hope that you are happy being with me after THAT many years together.
* kisses hubby *

1 year has passed since we were legal and I hope for many many more years to come!
I Love You Hubby!

*
*
*
*
*
And.... I am soooo missing my Baby Elsa!!

Baby Elsa

2009-04-03T13:46:00.008+08:00

My Love, Elsa Nur Shalynn

Looking at the Camera

Sleeping Beauty

Siblings Love

He is SO in love with this lil lady

Sorry I have been busy the past couple of days.
I have been busy with Baby Elsa.
Went to pick her up last Friday, and was spending all my time with her.
When I had to work, Ibu and Adek helped to look after after her.

I just sent her back yesterday and I am already missing her.
Missed her looks, her BIG GORGEOUS eyes, her smile and her cries.
Baby Elsa, I do hope you are missing me too!

Danial Irfan have been helpful.
He simply love Elsa's company.
Lots of people thought that he would be a little jealous since we have another little one.
But he is really nice.
When I brought them out, Irfan will be the one who will be helping me out with Elsa's milk bottle and stuffs.
Its really a good feeling.

On another note, this month of April, its my Dad's and Mum's birthday.
25th and 21st respectively.
What should I get them?
Or should we just treat them for a nice dinner together with the rest of my siblings?
My best friend Desy, her birthday is on 12th April, and not forgetting, Syasya, whose birthday falls on 20th April.

5th April also marks my first wedding anniversary!
OMG! Isnt it exciting?
Ups and downs, good and bad.
Its been a year since we were legal.

19th April is my Face of 2009 finals.
Its held at Downtown East.
So if you dont have anything on on the 19th April at 4.30pm, please come down and support the Top 10 finalists for Face of 2009.
I am just trying my luck, and I am so totally not hoping to win!
The younger and prettier and skinnier girls are gonna take it away!
Heh.

I'm leaving for Hatyai next week.
Going for the Songkran Festival for a week.
I am still contemplating if I should go.

Anyway, I received good feedbacks via email regarding my used items.
Thanks for the response.
I will try and put it up soonest I can.

***
***
***
And......
Voting is in!
Click here to vote for me!
Contestant F17.
70% of the results for finals is based on online voting.
I would really appreciate your votes. =)

Thanks in advance everybody!

Support

2009-03-27T17:24:00.002+08:00

Im surprised I got into Top 10 for Face of 2009.
Received the email from them yesterday.
I havent been active in pageants or any contest for almost a year now.
Getting my nerves back again.

Alhamdullilah.
Hubby is supportive about it also.
Finals on the 19th April - and I'm lucky I'm off that day.
Heh.

The top 20 ( 10 Female and 10 Male ) photos will be out of the website soon.
70% is based on voting.
I would appreciate it if you could all vote for me? =)
Will update the link again when its officially out on their site.

I was just trying my luck, and I didnt expect to be in Top 10.
I'm not hoping for anything else, I guess I'm one of the eldest too!
Haha. Like 28 this year? =)
But well, age is just a number.

Found out that Adek's friend, Paula, Syasya and Veriza got through too!
At least got kaki la. Not alone.

I'm off today on a Friday.
Roster has been quite relaxed.
Mon - Off
Tues - Sby ( not called up )
Wed - Off
Thurs - Balikpapan
Fri - Off
Sat - Yangon
Sun - Sby

The not-so-good thing is I've got to work on weekends when people get to ENJOY their weekends! * sigh *
No complaints.
I'm just thankful I HAVE a job at this point of time.

Went to pick Baby Elsa up.
Brought her, Irfan and Ibu out for breakfast.
Jalan-jalan a little bit at Lot One before we headed home.
Irfan's got to go to school, and we had to rush back.

Elsa is sleeping next to me right now.
And as I type, I keep looking at her and admiring her lovely cute little face.
My aunt, Bik Sila said that she put on a little bit of weight and is at 6.7kg at 4 months.
Hmmm.... Isnt that supposed to be a good thing?
Which means she is healthy? Heh.

Finally, I have her by my side.
I told Bik Sila that I'm gonna have her for the next one month.

Dear has been shopping for baby's stuffs and we didnt expect it to be so expensive to have a child! OMG!
Powdered Formula Milk is almost $35 for 900g which last only about 2 weeks.
Diapers is about $12 for only 30 pieces.

But its okay, Sayang nye pasal!!

Ibu and Mak ( my mother-in-law ) bought her new sets of shoes and dresses.
Everything is pink and I'm beginning to LOVE the colour!

We are still trying to look for headbands for her.
Ibu saw one at Studiofrost and she wants to buy one for Baby Elsa.

Ooops!
I gotta get going.
Baby Elsa is awake and I'm going to shower her and feed her.
Ciao!

Flea Mart

2009-03-24T17:45:00.002+08:00

I was thinking of selling off my used clothings.
T-shirts, tops, whatever there is.

I need to clear my wardrobe!
Please let me know what you think.

If the response is good, I will put it up for sale a.s.a.p on this humble blog of mine.
Prices will be reasonable, guaranteed!

For further information, feel free to email me at dylalicious@gmail.com
Hope to hear from you peeps soon!

Seeing Stars

2009-03-24T13:09:00.006+08:00

Boy, I look so small next to them!

Russell Brand & Linnen
22nd March 2009
Mi368 - Langkawi

Qi Yuwu
11th January 2009
Mi377 - Kuching

Fann Wong
11th January 2009
Mi377 - Kuching

JJ Lin
18th August 2008
Mi233 - Medan

I saw Malaysian Actor, Hans Isaac on a Phuket flight before, but I didnt get to take a picture with him as he was busy with his sister's daughter. =(
So damn disappointed!

Little Rascals

2009-03-23T20:44:00.006+08:00

The cast of "Our Gang" or " The Little Rascals "

The Gorgeous Brittany Holmes

The Cast

Off today.

I was watching HBO Family earlier this afternoon.
The Little Rascals was playing.

I simply loved that movie.
Kiddos, I know.
But its really cute to hear the things they say and the way they react about certain things.
Damn cute!

I simply loved looking at Brittany Holmes as Darla.
She is so adorable, I cant stop admiring her.
Alfalfa's character is funny and entertaining.
Spanky is damn cheeky and mischievous.
I love Buckwheat's version of "OK"

I cheered up watching this movie and couldnt stop laughing at their characters.

So sad about their deaths.
Read about it saying that it was a curse to be a cast in "The Little Rascals"

Click Here for more Information.

The Truth
Most of these are true although Robert Blake did not play Spanky in the series of films that were both known as Our Gang and The Little Rascals between 1929 and 1938.

Whether these add up to a "curse" is up to the observer, but various stories about the Our Gang cast have circulated for years.

Let's take them one at a time from the eRumor:

Alfalfa -- Carl Switzer was shot to death at age 31-Truth!
According to OUR GANG - LIFE AND TIMES OF THE LITTLE RASCALS by MALTIN AND BANN, Switzer was wounded in Jan 1958 when someone shot him as he was getting into a car.
Then the next year, a fatal shot was delivered in a struggle over $50 with an ex-partner in a big game hunting business.

Chubby -- 300-pound Norman Chaney died at age 22 following an operation-Truth!
His death was actually at 18, not 22 and it followed surgery for a glandular condition.

Buckwheat -- William Thomas died at age 49 of a heart attack-Truth!.
He died in Los Angeles in 1980 after a successful life as a film lab technician in Hollywood.

Darla Hood -- The Our Gang leading lady contracted hepatitis and died at age
47-Truth!
She died on June 13, 1979.

Brisbane -- Kendall McCormas, known as Breezy Brisbane, committed suicide at
age 64.-Truth!
The correct spelling of his name is McComas.
According to published reports, he gave up show business to be an electrical engineer at the U.S. Naval Weapons Center in China Lake, California.
He committed suicide two weeks before his retirement in 1981.

Froggy -- William Robert Laughline was killed in a motor scooter accident at
age 16.-Truth!
Laughline was killed in a motor scooter accident near Huntington Beach, CA in the early 1950’s

Mickey Daniels -- He died of liver disease at 55-Truth!
His real name was Richard Daniels, Jr.
He died alone in a hotel of cirrhosis of the liver on August 20, 1970.

Stymie -- Mathew Bear led a life of crime and drugs. He died of a stroke at
age 56-Truth! & Fiction!
After leaving the Our Gang series as a child, Stymie reportedly acted through high school.
He became addicted to drugs, especially heroin and spent much of his young adult years in an out of jail.
In the 1980's got clean of drugs and both went back into acting and traveling doing drug abuse lectures.
He died of Pneumonia.

Scotty Beckett -- He died at age 38 following a brutal beating-Unconfirmed!
According to Maltin and Bann's book, "The last 10 years of his life were filled with unpleasant stories of divorce, violence, drugs and arrests."
He checked into a Hollywood nursing home on May 8, 1968, needing medical attention after suffering a serious beating.
He died two days later.
Although pills and a note were found, no conclusion was made by the coroner as to the exact cause of death.
According to the Internet Movie Database, he died of an overdose of barbiturates.

Wheezer -- Robert Hutchins was killed in an airplane accident at age 19-Truth!
According to findagrave.com, he was killed during the last thirty minutes of his basic training at the Merced Army Air Corps field in California when his plane crashed on landing.

Pete the Pup -- He was poisoned by an unknown assailant-Unproven!
There were actually several different dogs used through the years as Pete the Pup, the canine star of films.
There are several reports that the original Pete the Pup was poisoned by someone who gave him meat laced with glass.
There is also an urban legend that Pete the Pup was buried with Alfalfa but we've found no evidence of that and Pete the Pup died long before Alfalfa.
Alfalfa loved hunting and apparently there is a dog on his tombstone that reflects that so that may have been a part of what prompted the urban legend about Pete the Pup.

And Spanky. . .Robert Blake - is accused of murdering his wife-Fiction!
First, Robert Blake did not play Spanky in the Our Gang series.
Spanky was played by George McFarland who went on to become a Forth Worth, Texas businessman before his death of a heart attack in 1993.

Robert Blake, who was cleared of charges of killing his wife, did appear in some of the later Little Rascals episodes and played Mickey.

According to crime writer David Lohr, there are some additions to the Our Gang death list:

Robert H. Young "Bonedust" (9/15/17 - 9/10/51)
Died in a hotel fire, which started when he fell asleep smoking in bed.

Dorothy Dandridge "Dorothy" (11/09/23 9/08/65)
Committed suicide after an investment scheme caused her to go bankrupt.

Harold Switzer "Deadpan" or "Slim" - (1/16/25 - 4/14/67)
As was the case with his brother, Harold was also killed following a dispute with another man.

Darwood Kaye "Waldo" - (9/08/29 - 5/15/2002)
Killed by a hit and run driver while walking on the sidewalk.

Jay R. Smith "Jay R" - (8/29/15 - 10/05/2002)
Stabbed to death and left in the desert by a homeless man he had befriended.

Thomas Bond who played "Butch"
Bond is not mentioned in the eRumor, but just for the record, he died on 9/24/05 in Los Angeles of complications from heart disease, according to an Associated Press article on 9/25/05. He was 79.

A real example of the eRumor as it has appeared on the Internet:

Remember The Little Rascals...... Our Gang? What ever happened to those people?

Alfalfa -- Carl Switzer was shot to death at age 31.

Chubby -- 300-pound Norman Chaney died at age 22 following an operation.

Buckwheat -- William Thomas died at age 49 of a heart attack.

Darla Hood -- The Our Gang leading lady contracted hepatitis and died at age
47.

Brisbane -- Kendall McCormas, known as Breezy Brisbane, committed suicide at
age 64.

Froggy -- William Robert Laughline was killed in a motor scooter accident at
age 16.

Mickey Daniels -- He died of liver disease at 55.

Stymie -- Mathew Bear led a life of crime and drugs. He died of a stroke at
age 56.

Scotty Beckett -- He died at age 38 following a brutal beating.

Wheezer -- Robert Hutchins was killed in an airplane accident at age 19.

Pete the Pup -- He was poisoned by an unknown assailant.

and Spanky. . .Robert Blake - is accused of murdering his wife <---------
THIS PART IS OBVIOUSLY FALSE

So, after reading the above, what is your take on what happened?
Curse?
Or that show was simply a jinx?

Birthday Wishes

2009-03-18T21:50:00.002+08:00

I've been blog hopping a lot lately.
Really funny, but I guess I just too much time in my hands, that's why.

I "invited" myself to join Syasya, Ezan and Farissa for their gym sessions.
Heh.
Me not shy. I know.

Reading Syasya's blog reminded me about my birthday.
I havent been celebrating my birthday for so long now.
I'm always remembering friend's birthdays or planning for theirs, but I havent been celebrating myself.
I know I shouldnt have expected anything from them, but its the sudden thought of it.

Dont worry, I am NOT expecting anyone to DO anything at all.
I AM simply ranting here in this humble blog of mine.
I miss cutting-cake sessions and blowing candles. =(
Pathetic Me!

Anyway, as I mentioned earlier, I have lots of time at home on my off days.
I am now hooked to the site http://slightlywarped.com/

The site really have many interesting things to see, and even facts!
So cool!
Funny and entertaining at the same time.

Go check it out.

Privatized No More!

2009-03-18T18:21:00.003+08:00

I have decided that my blog will not be privatized anymore.
Why? Cos I like it what!
Its my blog! =)

Off today, doing nothing.
Staying home, lazying around.

Goofing with Ibu, laughing and joking with each other.
One of those days.

Wanted to pick Elsa up, but she's gonna get her ears pierced and circumcised.
I guess it will be only next ween when I get to see her again. =(

I miss Danial Irfan and Baby Elsa!
Looks like I'm gonna sleep alone this whole week.
Dear's working night shift. =(

I feel that I have put on tons of weight.
I dont like the feeling at all.
My hips are super huge!
Bums are uber huge!
I can still fit in jeans and bottoms, but I can feel that it has gone up a notch!
haha..
I feel fat!
Super fat!

Looks like I gotta start exercising again!
Back to the gym, jog and slow walk.
Wanna join hubby and friends play badminton, but they are all men!
Me super shy!

Hmmm....
Kakis to the gym anione?

2009-03-16T20:25:00.002+08:00

I miss Baby Elsa!
I miss her sleeping by my side!
I miss her cries!
I miss our "yakking" session!
I miss carrying her in my arms!

Last night, I missed her so bad, I looked at my handphone for pictures of her and cried myself to sleep!
Am I crazy or what?

Wanted to pick her up yesterday, but Bik Sila said that she wanted to bring her out also.
* sob * sob

Elsa took away my problems.
She was the light of my life.
She made me smile, she made me laugh.

Baby Elsa! I miss you!!

Getting my Mind Off

2009-03-11T15:36:00.006+08:00

Me trying to get her attention to
look at the camera

Elsa, the cute Baby

Baby Elsa Sleeping, sucking her thumb

Me with my crazy hairstyle with Baby Elsa

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

These past few days have been smooth sailing for me.
Ibu is taking care of another baby, Elsa who is about 4 months old.

I take care of her, play with her and even sleep with her.
How I wish at times she is mine. =)
I cant wait, but I guess the time is not right just as yet.

She is so adorable, and that brings a total of 4 children at my place at the moment.
I think it makes Ibu forget all her problems too when these kids are around.

Hubby and I are currently looking for a place of our own ( actually, with my in-laws! ) - Duh!
Hubby has warned my mum in law that only 2 cats are allowed to our new place as I am allergic to cats.
We are in the midst of looking for a place. Waiting for documentation from the agent and HDB.
Looking for a buyer to the current house in Pasir Ris.

Everytime I visit my in-laws in Pasir Ris, I will get swollen and watery eyes, influenza and rashes.
It got quite bad that I had to get the doctor to prescribe a medicine so as I wont get all these symptoms during my visit.
I feel bad, but I cant help it.
Its not that I wanted it to happen.

Hubby and I are working on our financial matters at the same time.
We have got a LOT of sorting out to do.
Only close friends know about these problem of ours.
And we are thankful that they understand the situation we are in.
* sigh *

Thank Him for all the good friends we've found.
Thank you dear friends who were there for us tru ups and downs.
Tru good or bad.
Thank you for your willingness to listen to our sorrows.
Thank you so much.

Confused

2009-03-10T12:44:00.002+08:00

Some things are not meant to be shared.
Some things are meant to be a secret.

I'm just glad the worst is over.
I thank Him for the great friends I have - friends who were there for me when I need them.
Be it good or bad, be it ups or downs, be it happy or sad.

Dad doesnt want to let us go.
I guess it was meant to be.
We'll just watch him from afar and see what he will do next.
He wants to play mind games, so be it.
We'll play the reverse psychology game, Fine!
Count me in!

I'm just glad that things are better now for both me, Mum and all of us at home.
If its meant to be, its meant to be.
After so many years together, I'm sure it'll work out fine.
All of us are grown up, and I'm sure we are all able to care for your old age, Mum.

No matter what happens, I will always be here for you.
Forget all the past when I couldnt even talk to you or discuss things with you.
Gone were the days when we totally did not speak to each other at all, and all the hatred that I kept with me all those years.

I want to be by your side when you need me.
Anytime, anywhere.
Right here, right now.

I love you Mum.

I need a Break

2009-02-26T19:31:00.001+08:00

I need a Break!
A break from all this crap!
I have always been able to hide my sadness, but this time, its too much for me to bear.

No, its not about hubby.
Its about the family.
Home and stuffs.

Please! Release me of all these burden.
I beg of you.

Hide my Emotions

2009-02-19T01:40:00.009+08:00

You know I love you like I've never Loved before

Great People eases me of my sorrows

Hard Rock Cafe - Last min w/o any planning

The Lovely Ladies that I love so very much
I Love you Dearies

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Valentine's Day is not meant for me.
I have never experienced a great V day like anyone else.

All these times - coming 10 years being with you, I've never get to celebrate a proper V day.
I understand that you don't believe in celebrating, I totally do.
But cant you just give me some quality time spent as husband and wife.

All these times we were out, we are always with your friends.
I have never once complained or whine.

But this time you were too much.
You cared so much about what your friends think of u.
What about what I feel?
I have never expected anymore from you, but deep inside, I wish that you would think of or for me sometimes.
I am human too, and I have feelings too, for your info.

You've always wanted me to think of your feelings ALL the time, then what am I?
I'm the woman here, and I think its natural for women to be more sensitive than the man.
But in this relationship, I mean, our relationship - or should I say our marriage, it has always been me who give in and think of you.

I am almost giving up after almost a decade.
I'm tired mentally and emotionally.

I've decided that the best way is to just shut the fuck up.
Nothing will work my way even if I had the opportunity to talk things out or reason things out with you.
Why, I wonder?
Is it because men mature later than women?
Or is it because YOU are more sensitive than most women do.

I am always showing everyone around me how happy I am.
How cheerful I am.
How happy go lucky I am.
How stress-free I am.

But nobody knows I AM hurting inside.
About YOU and many more things.
FAMILY.
Even then, YOU are my top priority.
When are you going to realise that?

Silent treatment?
I cant bring myself to it no matter how hard I try.

Best thing now is to hide my emotions.
Better suggestions?

Im almost to my Limit

2009-02-04T13:52:00.002+08:00

These days were gone..
Gone with the wind..

I'm STILL not talking to the husband.
Cant stand his attitude.
Think this is a TEST from Him.

Please make this end SOON.
I cant stand this silent treatment any longer.
How long does this have to go on?
The LIMIT to my PATIENCE is wearing out soon.

He knows I love him too much to hold on to the silence further.
His ego is telling him to make me give in first.
But I have my EGO too!
I am NOT giving in till he GIVES in first.
I'm tired of giving in ALL THE TIME.

Him not talking to Me.
Me not talking to Him.

Whatever.

Batu Keras Cafe

2009-02-02T20:01:00.002+08:00

Im sooooooo looking forward to tonight!
Although it was unplanned and last min, I cant wait!!

Here we come!!

I'm gonna forget ALL my troubles!!

* singing and humming.... *

Many many Posts

2009-02-01T17:54:00.005+08:00

Outings with the Teteks was definitely fun!
All of us were crazy and dinner at Manhattan Fish Market was superb!
Thanks Farissa for the treat.

Syasya couldnt stop burping.
Me & Ezian couldnt stop laughing.

Crazy crazy outing! Pics will be up soon.

==============================================================

YOU are at it again!
YOU will never change!
I KNEW it!
I should have KNOWN it!

What do you gain?
I AM NOT at fault, DEFINITELY!
YOU should have read the sms properly.

All throughout the years I have been with you, I never COMPLAIN about WAITING for you whenever you WERE LATE.
Even if I got pissed, I will just call you and ask you where YOU were.
I never SCOLD and REPRIMAND you for nothing.

But today, YOU were TOO MUCH!
I cant handle it! I couldnt hold it any longer.

Cant you just fucking wait for 2 - 3 more minutes?
Besides, my message read, " Da nak sampai just call and hang up "

Do you even know WHAT it meant?
I will do the explanation.
It means - to call ANG hang up WHEN you are REACHING.

NOT call when you have REACHED.
Get it?

No matter what, I will never say sorry for what I did.
I was not wrong for getting pissed.
You were just mad over nothing, it got me pissed.

I know you are tired after work, but SO was I!!

Yes, I was indeed wrong for raising my voice to you as a wife, BUT that doesnt give you the right to throw your fucking weight around!
I AM HUMAN too IDIOT!

I cant stand this any longer!!

" Ya Allah, berikan lah hamba mu ini ketenangan dan kesabaran semana mampu. "

Gorgeous Babes!

2009-01-22T22:22:00.002+08:00

My Loves
++++++++++++++++

Can't wait to meet my gorgeous ladies tomorrow!
Sorry baby, I need some time off for now and tomorrow is the night!

Wait up for more updates and pictures soon!

==================================================================

Alhamdulillah things are getting much better.
He is showing signs of improvement.
He's showing more love peeps! =)

My Everyday Everything

2009-01-20T21:58:00.001+08:00

You are my hugs, my smiles and every morning kiss,
My "See You Later Baby" in which I seem to miss.
My gentle whispers of "I Love You's" in the middle of the night,
My warm,soft arms around me that embrace me oh so tight.
My afternoon "I'll be there's" that give me butterflies,
My kisses when you see me that catch me by surprise.
My "Are You Okay Baby's?" when you know that I'm alone,
My "Don't Worry Love" I'm on my way home.
My every night kisses that send shivers down my spine,
Oh My Love,I'm glad that you're all mine.
It's Been 11 years now and the feelings are still the same,
I'm so spoiled by your love and I have you to blame.
You are so perfect for me in so many ways and I am grateful for you,
You are everything in my life just by being you...
- by sillysilly97

Tired

2009-01-19T19:17:00.002+08:00

I miss these days.
Will you please show me more love?

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
I am feeling oh so tired.
Tired of almost everything.
Tired of complaining, tired of enduring.
TIRED. Period.

All I am doing now is putting on a brave front.
Putting on a mask that shows people that I am a happy person.

I am NOT saying that I am not happy.
I am, but certain things that have happened has caused me to be feeling down.

I am lost and confused as to what HE wants.
How long more do I have to endure?

" Ya Allah, Berikan la Aku kesabaran dan ketabahan menempuhi segala dugaan "

PISSED!

2009-01-17T00:10:00.001+08:00

I am PISSED!
That's it!
BUT I am just keeping quiet about it.
Its not MY fault that you are TIRED okays!

DONT VENT YOUR ANGER ON ME FOR NOTHING!
I AM HUMAN TOO!!

Funny

2009-01-15T12:23:00.006+08:00

Qi Yuwu ( cute! )

Fann Wong and Me!

( from left ) Qi Yuwu, Fann Wong and Me

I dont know and I dont care what poeple is thinking right now.
I privatized my blog cos I dont want to shame my husband.
I AM complaining about this marriage - OUR marriage.
Yes, but I AM NOT telling it to the world.

I keep it to myself and I voice it out in this humble blog of mine.
And ONLY LIMITED people knows about this privatized blog.

I really dont know how to express myself at this very moment.
I am feeling lost, confused and raged at myself for going tru this.
Damn! I cant even solve my own marital woes.
Im married and there is no way I can escape from this relationship.

I have NO regrets being with him.
But I DO regret being too nice and giving in too much from the VERY beginning.

There is not much I can do except to talk things out and reason it out with him.
But he is NOT someone who likes discussing things and talking things out.

THAT is where the problem lies!

I am so tired to the extent that I just simply cant be bothered anymore.
I dont want the same thing to happen again like before.
By then, I guess it will be too late.

There is only so much limitations we individuals have.
As of now, I can still hold on to this difficult period.

I thank all my good friends who are willing to listen and were there when I need you.
Thank you Vivi.
Although we hardly talk over the phone, or hardly meet up at JK, I know you are a loyal reader of this humble blog and I know you will be there when I need you.
Thank you Syasya, Ayu.
I really wanna thank you for being ever so patient and lent me your listening ears when I need it.

Good friends are hard to come by.
I believe in that... NOW..

Lame Sunday

2009-01-12T00:18:00.004+08:00

I miss these days!
* sigh *

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

My Sunday was burnt just like that.
I had to work, doing Kuching flight.
But lucky me, I met Fann Wong and Qi Yuwu on the flight.
They were so nice!
And me, being me, not shy what, so I approached them and asked for a pic to be taken together.Haha

Cant seem to upload the pics now, so I will upload them tomorrow. Heh.

I AM STILL not really talking to Hubby.
Cant be bothered already.
I told myself, what the heck, I better be who I used to be before.
As in, keeping quiet about everything and crying to myself when I am down.
No point in me talking to him about it as he doesnt seem to care or change his ways.

I dont need him to change who he is.
Just change his ways, that's all.
Is that so difficult to ask for?
Why is it that he can always have his ways?
Fuck! I cant be bothered anymore!

I'd rather be weeping in silence!!

Pissed!

2009-01-11T01:28:00.002+08:00

I think that if you DO NOT know anything, you should just shut your mouth and not comment on anything.

It was a family thing, and I never got myself involved with your family's stuffs.
And all I'm doing was to educate someone close to me, after much deliberation by Mum and me.

So, please, once again, SHUT YOURSELF OFF IF YOU DO NOT ANYTHING!!

YOU are not PART of the CONVERSATION anyway!

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

See my days are cool without you But I'm hurtin while im wit you And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you See my days are cool without you But I'm hurtin while I'm wit u And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you Baby, I don't know why your treating me so bad You said you love me, no one above me And I was all you had And though my heart is beatin for ya I can't stop crying I don't know how I allow you to treat me this way and still I stay Baby, I don't know why ya wanna do me wrong See when I'm home, I'm all alone And you are always gone And boy, you know I really love you I can't deny I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears After all these years I trusted you, I trusted you So sad, so sad What love will make you do All the things that we accept Be the things that we regret To all of my ladies Feel me C'mon come with me: See, when I get the strength to leave You always tell me that you need me And I'm weak cause I believe you And I'm mad because I love you So I stop and think that maybe You can learn to appreciate me Then it all remains the same that You ain't never gonna change Baby, Why you hurt me? Leave me and desert me Boy, I gave you all my heart And all you did was tear it up Looking out my window Knowing that I should go Even when I pack my bags This something always hold me back

I Love You Baby

2009-01-09T15:28:00.004+08:00

Many entries but photos have just been uploaded into my laptop.
Like finally! Duh!

Singapore Flyer Outing, Marina Barrage and Parents Anniversary.

You Know I Love You Baby

Singapore Flyer Outing

Dinner at Sakura Clementi Woods

Thanks Dad for your Dinner treat!

I Heart you all!

The Many Faces

2009-01-05T12:10:00.002+08:00

I am still confused.
After that incident, Dear seems better.
But another incident happened and he was back to his attitude again.
* sigh *
I guess I cant expect him to ever change.

What happened was, we were out with my in-laws.
We went to Mustafa Centre.
It was about 2 in the morning when we were done, and my in-laws were hungry.
So, after some shopping, we decided to go for supper.

Half way through the journey at PIE, he called his friend.
Dont ask me who, cos I dont know.
The next thing we knew, TP ( Traffic Police ) was just next to us.
They asked us to move to the left.

He was asked to step out and bla bla bla.
It took them a good 15 mins before the "interrogation" was done.
Dear's hp was seized and only his SIM card and memory card was returned to him.
I suspected he must be in a very bad mood.

Upon reaching Pasir Ris, my gut feelings came true.
He was pissed that he was summoned.
And as usual, vented his anger on me.
He was telling me that he regretted his actions.
So I told him, " That's why I always tell you that if you wanna use the hp, always use it on the left side instead as at least the traffic will not be able to really see that you are on the phone"
The next thing I knew, he raised his voice saying, "Now than you say this and that.."

I got so pissed off, I raised my voice back at him, "If you are pissed with yourself after getting the summon, dont vent your anger on other people for nothing okay!"
And then I walked out of the room.

What the hell?
It always happen to me. I really cant keep quoiet anymore.
The more I keep mum about it, the more he thinks that he is always right.

Throughout the journey back to Woodlands, I did not speak to him at all.
Not a single word. Usually, I try not to fall asleep so as to accompany him on the journey and also to prevent him from falling asleep.
But that day, I couldnt be bothered and just sleep throughout the journey.
But of course, occasionally I did wake up just to check on him.

If he's got his ego, so do I right?

Upon reaching home, I guessed he realised he was wrong, he apologised.
I accepted the apology and just walk away.
Its always like that, do something wrong, say sorry and do it again.

Well, life's like that.

Bicara Manis Menghiris Kalbu

2009-01-02T22:52:00.002+08:00

Satu per satu teman
Ada disekeliling mu
Satu per satulah jua
Tinggalkan diri mu
Cumalah aku sahaja
Yang masih lagi bertahan
Memendam rasa

Bulan madu yang indah
Sudah sampai kehujungnya
Engkau pun mula berubah
Dan beralih arah
Kata-kata manis
Tiada lagi ku dengar
Hidup ku pula makin tawar

Tiap bicara manis
Bagaikan selumbar bisa
Kau tanam di jiwa
Tak terlihat oleh pandangan
Mata mu

Tiap bicara manis
Memujuk dan merayu ku
Tak usah berlalu
Dan merajuk bawa hati pilu

Andai sudah tiba masa
Dan tiada jodoh kita
Biar kita berpisah... dari merana

Tiap bicara manis
Bagaikan selumbar bisa
Kau tanam di jiwa
Tak terlihat oleh pandangan
Mata mu

Tiap bicara manis
Memujuk dan merayu ku
Tak usah berlalu
Dan merajuk bawa hati pilu

Keikhlasan hati ku
Bukanlah untuk di balas
Cukuplah sekadar
Jadi kenangan waktu berjauhan

Tiap bicara manis
Bagaikan selumbar bisa
Kau tanam di jiwa
Tak terlihat oleh pandangan mata mu

Andai sudah tiba masa
Dan tiada jodoh kita
Biar kita berpisah...
Dari merana

New Year's Day

2009-01-02T14:01:00.002+08:00

Its not a good year to start the New Year.

I had eye infection. My eyes were watery and red the whole of yesterday.
I was out with my family.
My parents wedding anniversary and my Dad brought us out to eat.
Jalan-jalan at Ikea before proceeding for dinner at Sakura at Clementi Woods.

Food was good, and I didnt stop eating for the whole of 2 hours.
No wonder I put on sooo much weight after my wedding. Heh.

On another note, I had an argument with Dear last night.
Its so frustrating.
It was nothing actually, but because he was frustrated with something else, he vent his anger on me.
Its soo irritating.

Im quite upset. He only changed for a while, after that he was back to his normal self.
Salah ke satu isteri nak manja-manja dengan suami?
If you are pissed or thinking of something, why cant you just tell me?
Why cant you learn to talk things out?
Why cant you learn to share your problems with me?
Its not fair for me to keep thinking of you all the time.

I have to watch what I say or do so as not to offend you.
But when it comes to you, you dont even bother to think of how I feel?
We are married now, there is nothing to hide.
We should learn to communicate better Baby.

WHy are you treating me this way?
Even during our Countdown Outing, when Abg Bob wanted to go karaoke in town, and you didnt want to, why cant you just voice out what you were thinking?
Why did you have to show your attitude face to me when I didnt do anything wrong to you?
And why did you have to ignore me when Im talking to you?
Why did you have to really vent your anger on me?
You could have just tell it to Abg Bob saying that it was packed, or traffic jam or there is a road block?
Im sure everyone else would have the same opinion as you.
I really cant accept the fact that you are venting your anger on me.
What were you thinking?

Last night, I was just being "manja" with you.
If you dont like it, tell me.
I was just caressing your hair, nothing more than that?
Is that wrong for a wife to even hold her husband?
Why did you have to reprimand me and tell me off saying that you were busy thinking of something and I was interrupting you?
How would I know you were thinking of something if you dont freaking tell me?

"Ya Allah, berikan lah aku kesabaran semana mampu. Insya Allah."

How long more do I have to remain like this?

Happy New Year!

2008-12-31T16:04:00.001+08:00

New Year
Its been a while since I last updated.
Its the last day of the year.
Time flies damn fast.

I'm off today, and am too lazy to go out.
Hubby wanna join the VS Team for the usual outing.
But I guess it can be a little boring at times as we just sit in the car while the guys go drive around Singapore.
Lame, I know.

I've been out with Kak Ct Weina a few days ago.
Together with Shahin, Shariq and Abg Bob.
Hubby went to fix his side mirror at Turf City.
After that, we had no plans, so went dinner at Arnolds' at City Plaza.

Shahin vomitted on me.
Like a MERLION okay?!
Gave me the shock of my life.
Pity the little boy.
Then, I had an excuse to shop for a new top or dress!
hahaha.
Which I did!
Hubby allowed me to get a new dress and I did.

After that, it was off to Queensway.
Hubby wanted to look for his Adidas jersey.
We were contemplating Queensway and Cathay Adidas Boutique.

Believe it or not, I havent been to The Cathay before!
Haha.
Random, but true.

I havent been to town for many many months.
Its weird.

Off days = Rest at home.
Off days = Sleep at home.
Off days = Out with Hubby.

That's all I do now.
Photos have not been uploaded just as yet.

Its still in my Digicam, waiting to be uploaded in the Lappy.
I dont know if its no time, or just plain lazy. Heh.

Well, on a lighter note,

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
MAY YOU ALL HAVE A BLESSED NEW YEAR AHEAD!

xoxoxoxoxox
Dila - fadsimplelife